After being together for 6 years and 11 months with lots of ups and downs we have entered a new phase, just one month before our 7 years anniversary. 7 years!!! Wow that a long time! He
movie for work for 2 years, and as scary as it sounds I want to believe that
this will only make us stronger.
It is easy to be in love with someone who you can meet everyday, it is equally difficult to love someone who is practically not there with you physically. I knew he was planning to leave soon, I just didn’t know it would be so quick! We hardly got 2 days notice and he had to leave. The feeling is just sinking in yet, I got up knowing he is not in the same city as I am anymore. My brains are still not okay with this idea. It had become a routine to plan the day and then see if I could see him in the evening, I did that today as well and then remember that he is gone.
I am not exactly sad, I know that this is best for our future, his future to be exact. It is just difficult and scary!
Very very scary.
I have seen people
breakup in a long
distance relationship, I have seen people cheat in a long distance relationship
and that is something that I really hope I don’t have to deal with.
A new phase starts now.